Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Day "What Day is it?" -- Oh yeah, 16! Crazy Healing!

I went to the original house where we found Cecil (which by the way, is not his real name -- his real name is Sbiso, sounds like Cecil and they just corrected us today). One of my team members, Bryan brought tiny IPod speakers and was letting all of the neighborhood kids dance to "Love Shack". I turned the corner and saw Maureen and Cecil at home -- in their shack. I may never hear the B52s the same way again. Today I saw "gontse" (that is Sutu for "enough, finished, complete" -- it just happens to be my South African name -- but I saw it today) in the healing of Cecil. He's at home and he's not the same kid I met a week ago. He can stand and I watched him smile for the first time today. Witness said that she saw him dancing yesterday.

Maureen is also a new creation. This woman who I thought may hit me when I first met her a week ago, today bought me a scarf. A beautiful one. It was her gift to me. I have to admit it did make me feel warm all over.

Today I saw Cecil eat two sandwiches, a bag of chips, a banana, two yogurts, a granola bar, a frozen fruit bar, and a bag of peanuts. Really, I saw him eat all of that.

Today I learned that as our shepherd, the Lord can literally keep us from fear. After spending a day with several people (including Maureen and Cecil) that are HIV positive I realized that I never once feared getting close to them, loving them, or holding them. I was able to see them as people with hopes and dance moves and humor. I saw them as friends. The nasty nature of the disease is that it defines people and in this case most of a continent. It promotes fear and isolation. No thanks. I'll take love and community.

Maureen is so full of joy that she grabbed a piece of chalk and enlisted the neighborhood kids in a few games.
This afternoon Maureen, Witness and Cecil all came to Charity and Faith to see the kids program. We did a video interview of the whole story and had had a lot of time to just sit and laugh with them. AP met them for the first time, and Maureen told him what a wonderful person I am. It is clear that she loves me. And I love her. She even told everyone that she wishes that I would adopt her and she could move into my house in the US.

My favorite photo taken by a child today:
AP and Timmy's visit to the adoption agency was good and bad. They scored the most informed person in the country to talk to this morning. However, US adoption from South Africa is not a possibility at this time, not maybe in the next 5 years. That didn't make me lose hope for all of those kids. God's heart breaks for them 100 times more than mine. He's on it, I'm sure.

We did hear from CSM. Camp is a BLAST! It's cold, but PO said they are having a great time.

3 comments:

amo said...

Cecil is so cute! I can't wait to see the video... I just talked to PO on the phone - he sounded very sick! Sounds like they are having fun....

Lori said...

Hey Rachel from America- I love your photos and stories. They are making me laugh, cry and wish I was there. Cecil is cute! I am so happy he is better and I think God will move somehow on this adoption thing. Especially if we and our friends in South Africa are praying about it.
Keep having fun!
Lori

Anonymous said...

I agree with Lori - God is huge and He does huge things through Crossroads and other people. We can pray that His will be done - whether that means opening adoption or whether it means caring for South African orphans IN South Africa in a new way.

Hey, are you guys home Saturday or Sunday? We can't wait to see you!